I swear my family is like a magnet for psychopaths. The psychos just keep comming out of the woodwork on random days like moths to a flame.

Chris is out of jail but.. and I say but. He’s back with phsycho bitch #1. Talk about a moron. The girl is seeing three different guys then running back and forth to him saying ‘Oh baby I love you, blah blah blah’ and the fucking idiot just blinks his blind eyes and goes ‘I’m right here for ya honey!’ as he wags his bushy little tail.

Anywho, phsycho bitch #2, also known as Chrissy, saw Chris parked at the stoplight in town today. For some reason the girl is obsessed with Chris, literally obsessed. So instead of stopping behind him like a normal person does, she revved up to 50 miles per hour and slammed into the back of his car on purpose. When Chris got out and asked her ‘what the fuck’ she was doing she replied with.. ‘I don’t know, you tell me’

The girl is insane. Clinically insane. She claims Chris is married to her and that he speaks to her through her earrings. When he was in jail she’d call the house and ask us why we lied to her about Chris being locked up because she ‘talked to him earlier’

I remember one time about a year back Chris got drunk and wrecked his car down the road. She came into the house and we found her sitting ON TOP of him in the spare room. He was passed out from being drunk.

Not to mention all the times she parks outside of our house in her car and just sits there for hours crying over nothing. Or how about the time she showed up on our doorstep in her pajamas in the pouring rain with bare feet and bloody legs (from walking through the forest) at 2am?

Thankfully the police finally got to see her acting crazy and she got locked away for real this time. At least now I don’t have to be afraid to answer the door anymore.

*sighs* there’s more.. a lot more I have on my mind right now but if I post it here people will just take it the wrong way so I’ll keep it to myself. All I can say is that I’m about to tell everyone to fuck off and just dissapear for a long time. I’m really tired of being undermined, ignored and treated as if I’m stupid. I’m so close to snapping it’s unreal and not having a cigarette to calm me down really is not helping. I just want to break something right now. Or inflict pain on something so it can feel how I feel. It sounds sadistic I know, but that’s how I feel.

I won’t hurt anything or anyone so don’t worry. I’ll just keep it to myself like I always do and wait until I’m alone to break and pray I can remember where the peices go afterwards.

If you don’t see a new post for a few weeks don’t be alarmed. I just need some space so I can’t tell people what’s on my mind. I’d rather I break than hurt anyone because hurting someone would hurt a million times more than breaking alone.