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20MayShudder in Defeat

Have you ever wondered just how many thoughts your mind is actually capable of thinking? Or what would happen if those thoughts just stopped forming and ceased to exisit? I’ve found myself wondering about this a lot lately. There’s so much going on in my life and yet when it comes right down to it… I have nothing to say about it. I just keep pushing forward not really thinking about the events that have happened or those yet to come and often times I find myself trying to block them out when they do appear. I suppose it’s normal though… possibly.

I also wonder what would happen if your mind went into overdrive. Not normal overdrive where your thoughts appear one right after another but MASSIVE overdrive. Thoughts bumping into thoughts, jumping on top of other thoughts, pushing each other out of the way causing your mind to shudder in defeat and your mouth to stay closed or your words to stutter. Is that what shock is? I guess I’ll never know the answers. Then again my questions aren’t completely valid and don’t really make that much sense. Nor are they that important.

I think the important thing is for me to stop blocking the thoughts and stop pushing on in order for me to sit still and deal with the goings on around here. I’ve dealt with them, in my own way, but what if that way isn’t the right way? I could be going about it all wrong and I wouldn’t have sat down to take a moment and see it. There has to be another path hidden somewhere in the mist that I haven’t found and maybe, just maybe, if I sit still long enough the shroud will lift and I’ll stumble upon it… but how can you stumble when sitting?


  1. Gravatar Icon 1 Brenda20 May 2005

    Well, my mind did go into overdrive once, and I ended up having a nervous breakdown. It’s hard to control one’s thoughts at times, because thoughts can progress very quickily. :X

    It’s a wonder how minds, being so small physically, can be so powerful in terms of how we think.

  2. Gravatar Icon 2 Gregory20 May 2005

    Thank you for the lovely advice about my tongue. It really helped. You are my hero, and my nurse betty!

  3. Gravatar Icon 3 Campbell21 May 2005

    Hmm.. about your mind going into a massive overdrive, it kinda sounds like this documentary I saw. It was about POWs and how they can really be affected by torture and all that, so they have metal breakdowns. The described it kinda like you did. Creepy! ><

    If you think what youre doing is right, it’s right.

  4. Gravatar Icon 4 jr22 May 2005

    I think overdrive is what stress is

  5. Gravatar Icon 5 Chelsea23 May 2005

    Well, I guess that’ll be one of the questions we’ll ask God first when we get to Heaven, won’t it? :P

    A overdrive sounds like what we call a mental breakdown, or when we go literally insane.

  6. Gravatar Icon 6 Jen24 May 2005

    I think people who don’t think seem to live rather happy existences. From experience, thinking or dwelling too much on situations surfaces doubts and insecurities, and your whole mood just dies down. Overdrive - I think it’s the point of breakdown. Some people resurface, others don’t and dwell into depression I think. And the questions are completely valid. I’ve often wondered myself.

  7. Gravatar Icon 7 Kayla24 May 2005

    Sounds like stress to me. I know how that is…especially now. I just got a load off my mind though at approx 3:45 today though! Just remember everything you may be dealing with has to end something. Everything always gets better somehow or another! Please don’t mentally break down anytime soon!

  8. Gravatar Icon 8 Emily24 May 2005

    Oh wow. I’ve never really thought about that. Hmm..
    Like Chelsea said, we can ask God about that when we get to Heaven, lol.
    I’ve heard of people who had nervous breakdowns due to overdrives of their minds. Not good.. don’t get too stressed out, ‘kay?

  9. Gravatar Icon 9 Justin24 May 2005

    I tried to think about what would happen if thoughts stopped forming and ceased to exist, but before I could really think about it… they stopped forming and i forgot where the hell i was.

    overdrive overdrive sugar sugar sugar

    The way you are viewing things makes you sound trapped but I’m sure you’ll be set free in no time.

  10. Gravatar Icon 10 Chelsea25 May 2005

    Melissa! I miss you

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