Sorry for the lack of updates but I’ve moved.. again and am now experiencing some major connection issues with my internet service provider.

It always goes a little wonky when I move my computer but this is just ridiculous.

First things were sliding downhill and I didn’t have the heart nor the energy to talk about them in my blog. I’m a personal blogger and in all honesty, my blog is my sanity. A place where I can talk about anything that’s on my mind, big or small with no worries as to who’s around to judge or ridicule me. But at the same time I don’t want my blog filled with post upon post of nothing but bad happenings.

Now that a little peace has returned to my life and I’m ready to blog again my internet connection is all but broken.

I’ve been trying, in vain, to update comotized for the past five nights.

Am I annoyed? A little, am I pissed off? You bet, but what can I do that I haven’t already done?

I’ve reinstalled the software, checked my modem, checked all my computer cords, rebuilt my connection options and a whole host of other fruitless things.

I’m trying my best to be patient but patience has never been one of my strong points and as much as I love my cymbalta.. it’s not a miracle drug and can’t fix everything.

Now an internet connection might not seem like much to you, and normally it doesn’t mean that much to me either but I’ve got a ton of work I need to get done and not being able to make any sort of dent in the pile is more than a little frustrating.

I incinerated windows live writer because I only used it once but man am I wishing I had left it on my hard drive now. The draft posts would deffinately come in handy and the interface sure beats notepad by a long shot.

But I’m used to notepad so it really isn’t all that bad. I can deal with it, now weather or not I can connect long enough to copy and paste this into the wordpress write panel is another question.

I’m also sorely pissed off about the loss of my beloved firefox. It died many months ago but I still miss it. Internet Explorer is a no-no for me and even though Opera might be fast it has a lot of internet explorer tendancies that I can live without.

The cache system might as well be identicle to internet explorer, the skins suck, the security is questionable and it’s only ‘lightning’ fast for the first five seconds you have it open.

I’m tired of having to refresh a page 10,000 times just to see where I edited something and added a period to the end of a sentence or fixed a typo. And I’m really.. really tired of seeing time out errors.

My computer is old but does it have to be grumpy too?

Add the computer problems on top of the life problems and I’m more than ready to find a nice dark hole to crawl into.

I won’t get into the details just yet, I’ll leave that for when I can actually type in my administration panel.

But god do I hate computers sometimes!

I’ll return comments whenever my connection gives me enough time. I know I’m late but I haven’t forgotten I promise!